Splinters

I can't help but feel like theres something, missing. Ive been thinking alot and somethings... not right. There's a hole in my heart, and no amount of fun, money, time spent at work, with friends, etc, can fill it. It's always there, an echo of a distant past, like a splinter in my mind.

Im not sure what to do anymore about it, ive tried ignoring it and being at work or with my friends helps, but its still there.
What is this lingering darkness? This missing light...