I am tired of waiting around for something to happen. I mean it's not happening. Nothing, Nada!
Sure ive got this lovely new job at the cinema's, but ive got to act now. The play is set now i need a script and a cast. We all have roles to play, but im sick of being backstage. Ive a ladder to success, now ive just got to climb it.
A feat easier said that done. I know ive got to break the mold ive caste over myself, but where to start??? Any ideas?
Im tired of being single too, but alas if anyting is my nemisis it be love, or shall we say, finding it. Then again, im so tempremental that being in a relationship might not be the best of ideas. I mean sure its nice, but personal time, space, STOP CALLING ME! is nice too. I don't think id be able to take that. I need my me time, and i need alot of it :/. Call me high maintenense, but just thinking about having someone constantly asking about my business like its their business is kinda infuriating. Then again, im a nosey parker myself, so i suppose id be being alittle hypocritical if i said that.
Im not sure exactly where im going, i used to be all over it, have a plan for everything. Now im lost, or not lost just confused. Why does the subject of love and relationships always have a way of 'evading' me. I mean, it's something i find easy to talk about for other people, being cupid. But for myself, it's different, difficult. I guess i get my slings and arrows from the dumpster.
I wish things were clear, i wish i could look through the glass and see my future for certain, instead im looking through frosted windows where nothing in for sure.
Maybe one day, if i keep at it and not let these things get to me, things will work themselves out. But i know for one thing, if i carry on like i always do, ill still be in this place years from now.
Scary thought, no?
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